.........-->and here's you!
nathan has definately crossed the line this time...ive had it!!! this is what happened- first of all he gets furious when i hang out with my guy friends and he's not there.....so i planned on telling him that i was hanging out with reggie last night....WELL, i got to his work and he feels sick (meaning hes being a huge dick to me and taking it all out on...guess who...me!). so hes going off on me before i can even tell him.....so i get fed up and leave. well....by 1 am he hasnt called and im like "w/e, hes throwing a tantrum..." so i continue to have fun singing kareoke (i cant spell ok?). so i come home around 2.30 and hes not even home! once again, im like "hes trying to piss me off-hes probably at daves drinking, as usual." so i go to bed since i have to be at work at 10am. well-i wake up and guess what? hes not fucking home! (excuse the language) you know where he was? at ashley, rachel and their roomate's (another girl) apartment!!!! he got drunk and slept there!!! he hardly knows them...and they seem like bad news to me to begin with...and he was "sick"? what the fuck ever!!!!! i hate him. i do. thats just inconsiderate. you dont do that shit to people!!!! i called every last one of his friends and all the local hospitals looking for him this morning. then he calls me around 2pm and tells me where he was. and i was at work. i said "im not dealing with your shit right now" and slammed the phone down. then as i was coming home and he was leaving i didnt say anything to him. and he keeps calling leaving messages like "i hope i still have someone to come home to and that you arent an asshole like i was" and "im praying that you still love me". and ya know what? its the first time hes done the whole jeckyle and hyde deal (you know....acts abusive and then gravels) and i havent felt the least bit sorry. im pissed and i have a right to be. he isnt gonna turn this shit around on me this time. as a matter of fact i might not be here when he gets home.....