Dreams are not lost or broken...but pieced together as best they can be to create reality...
dark, smooth, and yummy!
Published on April 21, 2004 By brokedownprincess In Misc
lol. i know. weird title. cheeky brown is a tanning lotion. and its sitting in front of me right now. and i just got home from work and tanning, and i showered and put on some cooling after tan lotion and -DAMN! i am getting pretty dark. plus im all smooth and soft....

so yeah the job is going...good. its harder than i thought only b/c it gets sooo busy. but its all good. im getting the flow of things. although i FINALLY got that call from carvel! im so upset. im thinking about totally giving up lane bryant, and doing carvel on mondays (if hes cool with that). and maybe tues and thurs mornings. cuz i really wanna do that and ill be making bank money there. i think i may go by there tomorrow before work....the thing is viva la tan is working my butt off-which is good dont get me wrong. but i dont know if i will have room for another job. ::sigh:: ill figure something out. prolly the mon, tues, thurs thing...

so i met another pagan last weekend!!!!! you have no idea how excited i am. i meet very few ppl who believe the same as i do. even other pagans dont think the same as me. and this guy is damn close-a few differences, but all in all, damn. and he kissed me. but i dont know if it meant anything....i guess we will see......

nathan is coming over tonight to give me my stuff. i just found out yesterday that he has thyroid cancer. they dont know how bad it is yet but hes going in for surgery....i mean, yeah he hurt me, but still-i was going to marry this guy. and now he has a 50/50 chance??? thats some tough shit. i dont know...ill write more about this later.

Comments
on Apr 22, 2004
cancer sucks... sorry to hear about that...

what are you doing kissing boys if you don't know how they feel about you?
on Apr 23, 2004
yeah it does......oh and shut up mike! i can kiss whomever i please! i dont know how i feel about him either. not like you havent done it anyways...