ok so yeah-NATHAN is the one telling my mom that im a party animal, that im drinking and smoking-he says hes CONCERNED. i say fuck that. hes fucking jealous-if i had invited him along he wouldnt have cared. hes a vindictive child and im sick of it. i called him and said "WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?" i told him to stay out of my business, to drop my stuff off, and after that nothing. game over. fuck you. click. to make matters worse, my mom is upset cuz shes helping me with money and thinks im spending it on drugs and parties (im not) so i talked to her a bunch yesterday and sunday, trying to reassure her that i am trying and that i am responsible-then what happens? my alarm didnt go off today. i was supposed to be at the school to volunteer at 9am. i didnt wake up till 10.30. but hopefully i can make up for it. im going job hunting today, cuz im tired of waiting on carvel. hmph.
my fireman didnt call me like he was supposed to last night. im kinda ill about that. normally i wouldnt care but yanno, im kinda stressed out. i did however, give this cute guy my phone number last night. we call him Bam (cuz he has this tshirt with the word "BAM" across it that he wears alot) and he was hitting on me so i gave him my number....we'll see.
well im off to lunch and to go job hunting and maybe catch a movie.
over and out-
pimptress