i am losing faith. not my faith. faith in humanity. with so much hypocrisy and politics...its hard to find the truth in anything or anyone for that matter. im becoming a cynic....(chrissypoo)...sad but true. i suppose i became a cynic a long time ago. the optimistic-theres-good-in-everyone-you-only-have-to-find-it girl is so long lost to me i wonder if she ever really existed....

Ok....lately i have been struggling with an inner turmoil. i have overstepped a boundary in order to be a good friend. i hope i have done the right thing....i have helped and yet hurt a dear friend of mine in one single swoop. she says she forgives me and i believe her, for she is admirable in that sense....i have never met another human being that is so forgiving and innocent and pure, yet true and real to herself....the Goddess has blessed me with such a person to learn from....i only hope our...